Your Heart is Feeling Indifference

Your heart is pretty much on hiatus right now. You're not particularly interested in love, and you're cultivating a sort of romantic apathy. Whether you've been burned badly or you're just burned out, your heart is cold to passion. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: A bit of cold heartedness Your current outlook on love: Detached and stoic - you try to analyze love from a logical perspective Your love life will improve if you: Open up a little. Stepping back can help you find peace with your emotions, but it can also make you repress them. Watch out for: Too much cynicism. Indifference can lead you down a dark path.

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Posted at 4:23 AM

Since the day I enrolled the date which I forget and my first Prac which I started on 6/5/08 till now 5/7/08 I finally reached Practical 8 for my bike lessons.. WOOHOO!! once I pass prac 8 den I will be waiting for TP!! woolala..

Prac 1 - 2 times
Prac 2 - 2 times
Prac 3 - 4 times (Freaking Hell)
Prac 4 - 2 times
Prac 5 - 1 time (power!)
prac 6 - 1 time
prac 7 - 2 times ( 1st time fail because I squeeze thru cars haha)
prac 8 - Pending!
TP - Ai seh I dunno when lol

and hope my friend will reserve his RXZ to sell me if so i will be able to own a bike right after I get my license already lol so excited now..
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Posted at 1:09 PM

Leave and never turn back,
Best of the one will suit the best.
Now take the best and leave me be.
For I can't be the best,
I will be the ass.

Life is so.. boring and irritating yet hard to end.. for I fear death..
I fear height. Oh and I fear pain.. theres always fear encapsulated within me..
why do I need fear for? why do even the creator of humans create such useless stuff such as fear and Odours?(lmao BO!!)

Things that I shouldn't even ponder about are always always floating in my head, why?
Its things like that that makes me feel weak and useless..
why can't I stop?
I have better things to do yet all I indulge is useless material within my brain..
Tell me anyone?
how do I stop my mind from wandering into ridiculous zone?

change? maybe I'm just like a ROM once programmed it cant be erased haha...

life is juz a rotting game for our body..

Cry me a river?
Nah.. I will Cry you an ocean.. haha
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Posted at 12:23 AM

Nice photo isnt it?
haha.. took it the previous day..
was suppose to just relax there with alifi vicky sin azimah and sharon
in the end i went to do my favourite thing..
that is skipping the stone on the water haha..
made a 6skip haha...
and that explain my muscle ache for today..




After 2 days when i went to customize a helmet decals with my own design, I received their sms to collect so here it is sticked to my helmet haha.. cool isnt it?
saturday will be repeating my prac 1 lol...
and too bad for alifi.. bought green leds instead of white and the designer cocked up making his bike decal's colour wrong..

and thats all for today ^^
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Posted at 11:00 PM

sian.. failed my 1st prac... the space is juz too narrow for pple to block or keep having problem...

anyway.. life is just not so smooth.. I saw her during my mct lab she was juz next door and she seems to have so much fun there.. now Im not even within the glance of her eyes.. she had moved on so I should too.. I shld let getting my bike fills my every thing..

come to think of that... even when pple look so innocent but actually theres so much hidden beneath..

as what forrest gump always repeating what his mum said: life is like a box of chocolate, you'll never know what you'll get..
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Posted at 7:33 AM

back to blog... lol
a complete update of what im doin now...
firstly, started my job at pizza hut as back of house crew on 28/3/08...
secondly, Im taking my bike license now.. taking my 1st practical in 7 hrs time

lastly, standing at a GPA of 3.34 for the recent result..

Juz went to made my helmet decals with alifi and vicky.. i didnt save the design so maybe i will post up a scan of it after the sort of lousy shop finish its tracing of my design in 5 days or more..

recently i felt so tired, my time everyday is used so fully that i don't even have time for WOW in weekdays and also I get so tired when its abt 1am..

not concentrating on r/s now faster make riding a part of my life is my 1st priority, as days pass she gets distance as each day goes by.. I don't what i shld argue about but always when its ending the thing will come to my fault though its already so long ago for me to be whining abt this now...

and this new classmate actually said that working in a restaurant kitchen is a respectable job lol.. i think that the 1st comment that i ever get for tat job lol..

have to go sleep now.. be energetic for my 1st prac!!
gambateh kudasai!!
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Posted at 3:35 PM