Hmm Fat pple are Bouncy! Beware OMG! nv knock into them as u will be bounced back haha... played bball during today's PE lesson and was knock down by a fat classmate haha... oso dunno y i go knock into him haha

Duno y She Feel that My Feelings will Fade away... haiz nv really knew how she tot of mi as... ha but if theres any certain reason why she think that way... I would really like to know...
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Posted at 8:46 PM

Is Loving someone for who she is really that difficult?
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Posted at 9:22 PM

Nothin much to say about school haha juz the sae old kpkb self haha although today theres something to play wahaha http://members.thai.net/sinthai/thehouse.htm those that have heart attacks plz dun do so i dun 1 later kena caught for killing u cuz i made u had an attack... haha..

today she told mi her ex sent something to her... wateva it is i dunno haha... she seems disturb by the email... but still i dunno what i shld do... haha also dun even noe if i shld do anything haha... guess i am still the same old mi right from before bah... haha but now i found her i wont juz sit by and let her pass by my life anymore... haha

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Posted at 8:38 PM

hmm nothin to write about today... -.- juz playing dota the whole day oni hahaha cuz ytd tok on phone till6am den today 12pm wake den

dota dota all the way -.-
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Posted at 10:30 PM

hmm... today went to the the "outing" for my fren de bdae... so omg almost like every other time so undecided.. haha everything decided will not take place.. HAHA and ended up at tampines the whole day... lmao... den after that catch a movie "qian bei bu zui" so dam funny lol how i wish she was watching with me.. haha

some unexpected event happened haha 1st was saw a lady bullying the kid cuz the kid was kicking her plastic bags with eggs in it and had a fierce quarrel... LOL the parent insist on y a grown up bully a small girl when she said sorry and wanted to pay the woman 10 dollar for a10 EGGS! omg in the end the lady insist on theres eggs in there and dun 1 to let the matter rest.. -.- so the father took the egg and smash it on the floor hahaha.. "u call urself a man" shouted tat lady.. lmao

den at the escalator saw a man dunno what he did to the escalator which made the escaltor bite his coat and nv let go (his coat stuck in the escalator) and needed a long time b4 the coat is out... omg wonder will it tear? hahaha

Hmm Thats all for today bah... bleahx =P

gone~
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Posted at 1:14 AM

Early in the morning woke up and played dota with xh... lol used sniper and was owning haha nv knew sniper is that strong omg..this rox... hahaha and played till 4pm+..lol

After That wen to meet up with kevina lol... wanted to buy her chocolates and strawberries.. in the end my eyes went cocked -.0 couldnt see it and bought chocolates only lol... den after that went to meet her... man-.- her wound is so.... nothin to say..... poor thing dunno how she fall till like tat... haiz... spent the evening with her till 9pm ++ feels juz like we are being together.. but its juz my thoughts only... haiz... shared the chocolates and almond tofu... lol and she threw the tissue directly at my mouth haha so funny... but... haiz also have nothing more i wanna say..

Missing in Action..~
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Posted at 10:31 PM

Hmm... What am I doing today... don't feel like my ownself haiz... I actually said some stupid thing to her... Well nothin much today juz feeling weird it not me today haha..
In The afternoon Trying to have a nap but those dicks that is cutting the grass is so noisy and also the whether is DAM! bloody hot cant even get a nap.. In the end gave up napping and called xianghong up to peel him off from the glue that is sticking onto his butt at home asked him to accompany mi to the beach.. haha in the end he came 30mins later duh...-.- and I had some tea and cakes with my mum while waiting for him -.- and den when we reach the beach the sun is almost gone... haiz... but manage to take some nice photo.. but my phone sux so it cant be helped though LOL.. and as the night approach with the dark clouds and started to strike afew time on the opposite shore-.- that lightning is RED! so scary too bad nv get to capture it.. and after a few strike I asked xh whether want to go anot... at first he say no... den came another 1 -.- and we walk away asap haha... well that about all..

1 Thing i realised...
Approaching you is Like reaching for The horizon..

gone
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Posted at 10:49 PM

haiz... today Did something that oni assholes will do... prying into pple's blog really feel bad to read some 1's blog when its not even given to me from the owner as some pple view it as a diary.... but i juz wanted to know more about her thats y i Look for her Blog... and its not juz accidentally stumbled onto her blog... but after Reading her blog I felt That Really I cant be the 1 that can Always understand her and i juz feel that I am Not suitable for her.... but Its about Compromising and Accepting... not all are about changing or obey every word of the guys... But then 1 thing i noe is that she is a very sensitive girl bah... what I said when im juz being myself may juz hurt her without me knowing... I cant comment much abt those love They shared... but instead i can learn from there...

From There I can Know slightly what she wanted and what she expects from Her.. well The other part of her like having a simple you alright or juz by saying hi would cheer her up... I Know I might not stand the chance of being with her anymore as i know her feelings had fade... only when she open up her heart to me will there be anymroe chance for me... but i still want to wait as she had told me to wait for her answer.. be it gd or bad news i juz want to noe... but i still haven think of wat i shld do if the answer comes out negatively... I will juz leave it to fate bah... i cant force love do i? but i juz hope i can chat with her juz like before... without talking alot about emotions and feelings... but maybe toking about that oso helps us understand each other even more... but it can also be another way round bah.... but shes the one tat can make Me smile more den i usually do...

what I have been Thinking is am I a Burden to her? Maybe I can be her close friend but being together maybe its juz asking too much from her le bah... regreted holding her Hand on the 8th of august... a harsh and rather idiotic behavior... bakero? shld be bah... haiz The Memory of Being with her walking ard orchard shld be my deepest memory that i had with her bah... and being with her underneath void decks and also the first time i hold her hand.... juz some normal memory some might say... but it already Extraodinary to me le... I really wish that I am juz abit stronger not to think of her every single day even when I'm doing classwork practical or wateva... no matter what i do i juz couldnt do it... maybe this is a confession? or maybe its juz something which i can confide to? my frens are not that gd in toking to me about this.. so all i could was juz find some 1 which wun blurt it out to tell them all my feelings and all emotions that i had.... Jennifer Had her own Relationship to busy about le so shldnt worry her that much... and daniel juz dunno how to react which left with yinying who dun have much experience in r/s... so Im juz left with Myself... I have no more pple to confide to... I Juz wan to Say I really love her even if she doubt my every single words tat i had said... This Feelings Deepened every single day... i might juz collapsed 1 day........

Bleeding away...
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Posted at 7:54 PM

Today was a Long boring day .... cuz she is working and no 1 to chat to... and my Fren Xianghong came to My House till ard 10... and was Freaking Annoyed by 1 of My Fren... i wont name him but almost all my close fren wld noe... juz screw him man... freaking dictatorship asshole... u might as well bcome the next Hitler and massacre the jews...

This girl that I like... is a normal and average girl... she is as normal as all the girl that i noe... but the thing is with her i can tok normally and maybe more emotionally which i had not really done so infront of any other girl... I dunno how Deep I Love Her but i can say its really deeper den any of my Ex.. How I wish i can be more strong... but im juz this weak guy... Im Not Say how pathetic i am here... of course she had her bad experience b4... but i really do envy those tat could get together with her for those long time and especially had those memories that is so deeply carved into their heart... i really do... But what shld i do? sometime i juz feel a glimpse of hope and sometime i juz lost all my hope.... what shld i do? I really do Love her...but frens told me It MIGht not work out... but i juz wan to carry on waiting till she finally give me an anwer and not like before making a rash decision? Im juz veri vex.. none of my fren i are more knowledgeable in this matter oni 1 of my god sis i suppose...

haiz I'm Fading.....
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Posted at 11:49 PM

Woke up becuz some shitass vehicle was so dam noisy.... Chat with Her for awhile den went out with daniel and the others to go buy tat yuzhi's MP3Player.... after tat Had our 5 dollars Wanton Mee at Parklane... omg-.- so Ex... Then See them Play lan... haha... after That went to bugis and loiter ard bugis village also nothin much happen... juz veri tired feel like sleeping at home....

After That went back to Tampines to Look for those Max Tune gigs... they were talking abt creating a racing clan... brainstorm like what, if we study like tat we are sure to get PHD or wateva... lol In The End we end up with 2 Name -.- Still duno wat the team's name is.. haha got a DCD from my Fren... aiya juz feel weird driving that car... lazy to type anymore...

Gone to The Abyss~
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Posted at 11:59 PM

..... Got to Know 1 of Kevina's Fren Yvonne-.-... 1st Meeting Day she let Me wait for 1 Hour plus to let Her learn how to wear contact lens .... Hmm Overall a Talkative and Funny girl LOL as normal walk until leg become stiff lor... hahaha so Happy that can go out with Her... =P although some part really feel so Empty haha... wateva as long as is with Her its alright.. ok lah i also lazy write anymore -.- veri tired

Gone with The wind~
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Posted at 12:44 AM

Reached Home About 2Hours before I came in...haha Cuz i was admiring The Pretty Sun Today haha such phenomenon is hard to see =P okok back to wats so happening today...haha ! In Sch...=P This Morning woke up late-.- and was Receiving shots from My Mum's Machine Gun... hahah and In The End Took all My Strength to Get off The Damn Bed and get Ready for School...

After reaching sch Teacher was Talking about the Stupid Project Thingy waste my time... lol and Then they were deciding about the group and presentation thingy... and there Norman was adding his name in 1 of the group without the knowlegde of the pple... lol in the End we did alot Pattern to get him away... lmao... and Kelvin was There Starting to Fark that Norman up already... haha almost got into a bloody fighting scene.. Omg! in the end successfully help our frens to get him off the group hahah... in some ways he looks like "poor thing" let us disturb... but his too... nothin to say... lol was over there LMAO when Kelvin was Screwing around with him hahahaha so on and so forth

The Things later became an issue between those assholes of my Class and they were there screwing each other while we Sat there and relax... haha and saw This Little Girl called Kevina Acting Cute... =P Take her own Picture LOL... den also Take KK's HP and snapping away also dunno what so nice abt the classroom to take abt... haha Thats All For Now... haha Anymore i will Update Tonight.... hahaha

Outta here =P
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Posted at 2:22 PM

Lol... Doing this Stupid blog and was late for Sch... Tot Teacher Teaching Important Things... ArgH!! is actually The Dam Teacher go Eat Snake and let us do Tutorial!! omg-.-
Hmm Late for School Omg.... If it is still Sec Sch den it will be a big trouble... haha

Nothing Much Happening Took Place.. Juz as usual Bored of Those ass Talking abt Dota while I had already got bored of tat DAMNED game... and Donno Tok abt what till Quarrel. Totally _-_ WTH!

Next Week comes The Holiday which i dun look forward to.. haha so god was gd to me and Made the Teacher gave us Projects... God Damn it... hahahah... Dunno what Multivibrator... =P dun get crooked here ok? lol its abt electronics thingy... or wateva

Im Outta Here... =P Look forward to My Next Freaking Post =X
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Posted at 6:56 PM

LOL its so Funny... so long nv Update le and my Farking background gone liao... those Dick Nv Host it liao.... hahaha anyway... gotta go=P
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Posted at 12:01 PM