Haiz.. tml morning start work.. i still haven enuff sleepz... -.- well gd bah if tml start work.. lol at least i have a gd diversion.. work work and work.. dunid think too much.. well too bad for daniel he can get that supervisor to have a alternate schedule where he nv work but i work... lol well might have things to update later.. well I dunno maybe have maybe no.. lol
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Posted at 4:15 PM

You are Juz Like The Rainbow after The Rain..
So am i Also a Rainbow to You?
Or Has That Rainbow Faded..

- "2046"

well nothin actually juz here to add a Quote.. lol..
Also Love is About Timing.. If you Meet The Right Person Too Early or Too Late
den It would be Wasted
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Posted at 11:00 PM

Its Not Really Whether its Finding a Better Ones or Not.. If Everyone Wants to Find a Better one There will Be no Ending... also The Feelings is There.. u cant possibly Pretend that u dun feel it and find another girl.. this is absurd... i believe sincerity can touch a heart of Stone.. whether or Not The Feeling for you will Fadez anot.. even if i will fade within a few days I will also Try Veri Hard to Be able to have u by My side.. even if I had to Stuff this Feeling deep into my heart.. its will nv be forgotten.. a girl i had loved so deep yet so painfully ..
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Posted at 1:47 AM

Haiz.. another boring day today i guess.. well as usual everything is as calm as usual except well certain thing... hope tat work can drown me off.. what can i say.. haha.. everything is as usual.. everything moves on.. except me.. lol.. I dunno to be joyful or to be as agonised as possible.. I did what I shld likewise I did what i wanted to.. but.. things dun appear so.. yes.. maybe Im kinda persistent.. or selfish.. well it always like this... haha.. Well Actually I didnt regret doin what i did ytd.. but i was happy tat i would be able to say it out though.. cuz It would be torturing too to keep it all in me.. well I wasnt angry or well unhappy abt those thing u said.. but by doin this it hurt me too.. haha oh well maybe I am a nuisance bah.. How I hope u were the 1.. even if I had lost hope.. but it juz not what heaven wants it to be.. thats y it all Came to Such situation.. Tears Fall but Its really not to make u feel disturb by what u said.. cuz i noe u wouldnt want to hurt me anymore.. dont worry.. i will be back to normal.. juz a sudden outbreak of emotions... i will noe how to divert my attention away from my feelings.. i do it veri well tat how i had been passing everyday.. so go ahead with what u wanna do.. its juz tat we have fate but aint destined.. you yuan wu fen.. i hope u wont be tat disturbed by what i did and said ytd.. cuz i dunno what to do but made u vex again.. tat y Im such a Low Down person.. which I had Describe in the previous few post.. also.. Im juz not the 1 for u... tat is wat i believed.. everything seems so fictitious that I dunno what is Real from Fake.. afterall the feeling was so strong.. yet Heaven is Making a fool out of me.. haha.. crappy aint it? Im not such a weak person that dunno how to take care of myself.. even when it seems so.. lol

this is the realistic world..
not in some soapy drama...
where the guy stand in the rain...
asking for the girl not to break with him..
.den everything ends well in the end....
fairytale ending...
never!!!

I Noe This But Its still easier said den done..
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Posted at 2:50 PM

i think by what u had said.. its a sure no huh?.. although I had Felt That Its will be like this... but its still veri .. "i dunno how to describe this feeling" yet..i din wwan it to be like this... nevertheless its juz me again.. being such a well.. i also which word can step me down as hard anymore... it juz feels that I had Been Reduced into an Empty shell.. afterall I am sorry for being such a persistent guy... but its really bottled up too long for mi to take anymore.. up till saying it out wun help mi anymore tat kind of stage... i dunno if im naive or wat.. this misery is wat i brought to myself.. afterall why shld u be with mi while u can find someone better.. haha.. dunno what i wan to say anymore.. i think i'll end here.. well.. to care for someone is difficult too.. haha juz so hard to care....
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Posted at 9:22 PM

Woo hoo.. holiday liao... and also a period of boredom -.-... today's test was quite simple.. made me worry abt not studying for it.. wahaha... think i could get 3+ aggregate.. wahahhaa
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Posted at 1:17 PM

輕聲一嘆　嘆不禁傷感默默地盼　
盼望著遲來的人期許相見　
加深我的愛戀分秒不見　
都是我相思綿綿天天的等　
夜夜的盼虛度了多少　
落葉的秋天常聽你消息　
就像在眼前仔細的看一看　
你卻遠在天邊莫問蒼天　
何時了我心願對你情感　
常留在歲歲年年

越爱越深，
越深入越深，
也是应为爱情，
我也如此伤心，
应为所为的色彩，
我的世界变得那么如次的悲哀。。。。。

You Are My Life , My Soul , My Girl
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Posted at 12:00 AM

Alright here to Rant About This Particular Optical House in Amk... If u are Buying Red Contact Lens u can Forget abt buying it there.. For a Veri Particular reason is.. They Cant Give u The Thing When They Had Set a Time Frame For u That Tells u that it Will Arrive in 3weeks.. after 3 Weeks I Called up.. Theres this Lady That told mi They'd nid a Month for it To Arrive.. They will Call Back When its there.. ok.. i was like Alright since you say so.. And After a month had pass.. I gave an Extra 3 days which is Up till today... I called them up again..Freak it.. They Got The Cheek to Sms saying That theres a Delay in The Delivery of The Lens in USA.. which he said he had Check with U.S a week ago and Why dont They Farking Inform Me.. I paid The Damned Money.. and They made me Wait Like an Idiot.. Delaying Time after Time.. and Now gimme This Reason.. are They mad or wat..

This is what They Wrote :

Mr.Foo,

i Had Check With Them Last Week.They said there was a delay in Shipment. in U.S, Which Leads to no arrival of Lens for The Next 2 Weeks.They Have Promised to deliver once They Receive The Lens.I will Call you The Moment I get The Lens.Sorry for The Delay.

Union Optical

Totally crap.. come on its like.. crapz man.. Last Week He checked with them.. and yet now he say for the next two weeks.. isit tat they told him next 3 weeks and he told me next 2 weeks cuz 1week has pass.. or isit counting from today 2 weeks.. -.- if starting from now 2 weeks and they need another few more days to get from the office to that shop -.- i gues i freaking have to wait for 1more month man.. fark it upside down.. freaking shit ass
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Posted at 4:29 PM

So you think you've made it successfully from "it's over" to "I'm over it"? You might be but many people mistakenly assume they are over it only to experience some random emotional setback. Then, they realise that they aren't quite as "over it" as they'd assumed. Read on for some tips to gauge just how healed you actually are.

Hey there people, newsflash, just because you may be seeing someone new and are even happy with the person, it doesn't mean you are completely over your ex. In fact, I would estimate that 90% (or more) of the people on rebound - that is to say, they start to date someone new before they have fully grieved the loss of a marriage or significant relationship, naturally, wholly and completely.

Rebounding can be a grey, hard-to-define, area and it is something we don't always realise we are doing. In fact, I would go as far as to say most people even deny they are rebounding, and are often most-insistent that they're not! I've done it and I bet you have too at some point.

As humans we are all so very different and each of our relationships are unique. Some people experience cruel break-ups whilst others have been let down gently. Regardless of the way it was handled, the outcome was essentially the same - it was "over". When that happens, and despite what Hollywood shows us, every dumpee throughout the world has to endure a similar of healing process - which varies in length from person to person. Because all break-ups are different, what may be considered "over it" for one person may not be exactly the same for another.

Sadly, one of the main reasons people do rebound, is because dating is a distraction from the their own, often painful, healing process. In an effort to fast-forward through it, a dumpee hopes that the new person will help them "forget" the loss of the old person. While it's an understandable concept, it's ill-advised. At the end of the day, that solution can be about as effective as putting a band-aid on a gaping bullet wound. Better to feel whole and healed before embarking on a new flight of fancy.

After years of perusing thousands of posts, not to mention surviving three break-ups in my own right, I have compiled some road signs which serve as universal indicators to being whole again which you can use to gauge how your progress is. This list is by no means exhaustive and again every item will not be relevant to every person who reads this. Take it as general as possible and if you realise that you're not quite there yet, don't punish yourself. Take your time, do it right.

THINKING ABOUT THEM LESS

First of all, one thing you will notice when you begin to feel over someone is that you realise that you are no longer thinking of him or her all the time. You know what I am talking about - the first thing you think of as you wake up, and the last thing you think of as you drift off to sleep at night (not to mention those hourly intervals throughout the day) is no longer your ex. Hooray. It feels good when you finally stop obsessing over "what could have been" and are no longer dwelling on what went wrong all of the time - doesn't it?

And when you do find yourself thinking about your ex, and it doesn't make you feel sad, angry, hurt, bitter, or nauseous (or any other intense emotion), then that is a very good sign as well. If thoughts can come and go freely without bringing you down, and you are able to remember the "good times" without them eliciting a painful emotional response, then you are most certainly on the right track.

PLOTTING

If you have stopped plotting ways to get back together and have honestly stopped praying for reconciliation, then that's a pretty good indication you're over it.

MUSIC

When you hear music that reminds you of your ex, and you don't become a complete emotional wreck, then you're getting somewhere. Being able to play music that once held meaning for you both can be a good sign that you are ever closer to that finishing line. In fact, the music you find yourself constantly playing, in general, can indicate where you are at. For instance, if you've stopped playing the sappy and depressing love songs and started to put on empowering music like "Survivor" by Destiny's Child, then points for you.

PICTURES

When you look at old photographs of the two of you together how do you feel? If you burst in to tears repeating "why why why?", well then, you are probably not quite there yet. However if you can look at them and recall the happier times and don't feel upset, then you yay you!

ENDING THE RACE

Another good indication that you are over it, is if you no longer feel the need to compete with or prove anything to your ex. In the early stages of my break-ups, I tended to fantasise about bumping into them whilst having some hot, new replacement on my arm. If you have started to date someone new, and are constantly wishing you would bump into your ex to "show off", then it sounds to me like you're not really over it (and probably should not be dating someone new, seriously anyway). Some people might even consider this using someone but that's another article...

When you really are over your ex, it is all about the new relationship and less about a competition with your ex and trying to PROVE you are over it. When it comes to being over an ex, the key is to actually become indifferent.

At the end of the day recovery is not a race. For instance, just because your ex has got a new job, relationship, house or started a family and you haven't, it is of no reflection on you, your desirability, your worth or your future.

NOT TAKING REVENGE

If you heard that something fantastic happened to your ex, would you be pleased - or at the very least disinterested? Or would you spend hours dissecting how unfair the world is, rant to everyone you know that there is no justice, and sit around fuming with envy over the good fortune? Someone who is over it would most certainly not celebrate misfortunes. Well, ok, not for long at any rate! Maybe just a silent smirk for a moment or two�But if you find that you are dialling everyone you know to dish the "good news" that your ex got dumped, fired, or some other tribulation, then chance are you're not over it. Sorry. Keep trying...

LOOKING FOR HIM/HER WHEREVER YOU GO

I am very guilty of looking out for an ex I still am interested in every where I go. If I go into town, I look into the shops we went to, or at concerts I think he might be at. That's a pretty good indication I am still living with the ghost of an ex. And if you think you see him or her, or see a car like theirs, do you speed up to catch up to it? Feel your heart skipping a beat? Most of us have thought we saw them and found we suddenly had a lump in our throat. Awful feeling isn't it? Ok, to be fair, this is not a conclusive factor you're not over it, because I have been known to see exes I feel NOTHING for and still my heart raced. I guess you need to look at what thoughts are ones that cross your mind when you do bump into them.

REVISITING FORMER HAUNTS

Have you started going back to places (such as gigs, cities, countries, stores or restaurants, etc) that you have been avoiding since the split? Or are you still avoiding the former haunts? Someone who is willing to face the fears and make new memories is a healthier healer than the one who categorically gives such power to their ex by staying away. Go to that restaurant again. Watch that movie you both saw together. Go somewhere your ex might be - if you want to do. Don't let the thought of bumping into an ex stop you from doing what you want to do. Paltrow if you have to but please start taking your power back today!

READING THEIR HOROSCOPE

Are you still reading his or her star sign each morning? I know, you probably don't even admit to reading them, but if we're still thinking of our ex, it's not uncommon to glance over their sign too. Having the same sign doesn't count here.

CONCLUSION

In some ways getting over your ex is probably a lot like falling in love. You just sort of know because you feel over it. You find yourself thinking of your ex less (or not at all) and if you bump into them, you don't suddenly feel "back to square one". Any setback you feel is brief - a few hours at most.

And now, for anyone not quite there, I leave you with one of the best paragraphs I have EVER seen written:

"I believe time alone doesn't heal. You have to want to get over your ex and constantly try to see yourself happy without them. As long as you focus on the fear that you'll never meet anyone else, the anger that they left, or the hope you'll get them back, you'll stay pretty much stuck in the same place. Of course, you need to take time to grieve the end of a relationship, but you also need to keep looking and moving forward - not backwards. It�s important to do new things, meet new people and create new memories. Gradually, as you force yourself to interact with others, you will start to find yourself enjoying at least parts of life again. If keeping yourself busy was the only solution to getting over an ex, then none of us would be here. It's a combination of doing these things, time and crucially adopting the right attitude that works." - Judge
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Posted at 7:18 PM

haiz.. nowaday so bo liao.. and also so tired lol.. dunno y i feel such fatigue.. lol.. anyway juz posting to show that I'm so Bloody Bored now.. haha also the malay wedding dinner below is so noisy.. man noisy like fark..
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Posted at 4:23 PM

Well its a New Skin for My Blog.. haha.. As Cold as It is and as Silent as It is.. lol
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Posted at 1:32 AM

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.


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Posted at 1:20 PM

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

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Posted at 1:10 PM

seems like today I have Nothin to do.. so I will do an Update on What I did today and Events that happen bah.. haha

First.. is WCG.. Singapore Team Trashed Korean Team in Counter-Strike by 16 - 4 .. that was Hell of a Game.. The Singapore Team "TauFan" is an Excellent Sniper.. The Team Had 4 Clear Teams whereby They Have No Death on Those Rounds... Excellent Player they are... Currently They Secured Bronze Award...

Next is Met Some Frens at Paradise Centre at Kbox... Well My Previous Ex was There... Kinda nothin to say actually haha.. One of My Fren Actually went steady With her.. haha.. well whether isit My Jealousy? or Was it cuz of me.. lol kinda feeling Down... maybe shes My Ex.. which I doubt... But Most probably is Becuz Pple around Me seems to have person to care and a person to love.. well i believe its this.. but.. well Not Sure about me lol.. cuz I dun Think that I'm That saint to Think of the 2nd reason.. lol becuz Im juz a lowdown person..how good when there someone to care... afterall Frens Dun Take Care of u like ur love one Does...

well.. at the arcade... was a terrible thing.. Maybe I will stop goin there anymore... cuz theres too much jiao kia there already... Falfen and tat freaking fat guy.. play 1 game make so much noise.. if their voice were normal maybe i wouldnt get annoyed tat much.. its becuz their voice is so Sharp tat I get a Headache from hearing their voice... and wanted to juz slam their stupid face in the steering wheel... but what can I do? i dun 1 to get a record.. so "LL" have to let it go...

well overall I can say.. Bless The Lovers... dun say forever.. juz like wat My Fren say..

You Eat Abalone for the First Time..
you say its Delicious..
and U get to Eat it Everyday for 3 meals..
For very long period of Time..
Once u See Abalone again.. U will Thrown it away..
Even Things That reminds u of abalone Makes u sick...

I think that this is quite true..
Well.. Juz Hope Every Love They Had are Smooth - Sailing...
For Me.. haha I juz want a Simple Life.. If a Girl tat suits me Enter My Life....
I will Try to jio..
But if tat R/s fails.. I dont Think I will have anymroe courage to do it anymore.. Even if Losing her will cloud My Mind with the thoughts of Suicide... Even if.. Its has a Deepness with no End..

This is Me.. Midnight... Writing Craps..
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Posted at 1:31 AM

Everyday pple are working towards being rich or Looking for Happiness.. but rite now.. i cant help but keep pondering.. pondering whether what am i thinking now..what shld I do now.. and whether what I am .................. is appropriate... and I cant Help thinking of wanting ..................... now.. but is this for real or not.. I dunno.. cuz i dun think i can trust my mind any more.. its like playing hide and seek with me... also even if i wan, i dun think ............... will too..theres juz too much question mark for me.. well since holiday is coming maybe this break can let mi ponder more thoroughly...although i still dun 1 to go bonker pondering like hell.. its juz this veri mind of mine.. haiz... i can juz contiinue sighing now cuz i cant do anything too.. its juz so sad abt it bah... haiz.. i have nothin more to say bah... things like this i will oni write here.. nv speak to anyone of this.. cuz pple will call mi stupid... but mostly they will have nothin to comment abt... but those closer fren will probably......... bah... haiz...
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Posted at 12:22 AM

hmm kinda.. hard to describe what im feeling now... also dunno what am I thinking about also.. haha.. kinda moody.. dunno what is this feeling for.. hmm.. kinda stupid to write abt this -.-.. well my knees still hurt from that freaking fall... have to do that freaking illogical "logic" trainer bullshit.. kinda crappy after all.. haiz what am I doin.. I dunno what Im writing about -.-.. dam forget it...
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Posted at 6:48 PM

dam.. im pretty annoyed by my Damned Logic Trainer Project... its so Fark up tat I Feel my Anger rise when talking abt it... all those Freaking thing is so Farking hard... Think I juz goin to make a solid copy of it so tat i get the marks oni... not aiming for it to work... cuz its too fark up.. i would rather spent more time on my comp rather den doin tat crap.. haiz....... k lah.. juz here to rant abt this crap project only...
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Posted at 8:40 PM

Your Blogging Type Is Thoughtful and Considerate

You're a well liked, though underrated, blogger. You have a heart of gold, and are likely to blog for a cause. You're a peaceful blogger - no drama for you! A good listener and friend, you tend to leave thoughtful comments for others.

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Posted at 8:05 PM

Dam.. Ytd Went to Play Init D as usual.. but The bloody arcade was Closed for some Damned Renovation.. and stupid Indians.. close for Duno What Reason.. Even if is Hari Raya its None of The Indian Business.. No Arcade no Supper.. argH.. Pple go Arcade is see The Game Not see How nice The Renovation is.. so Renovate got use meh.. kns.. take more money buy more machine oso better for business.. Crap.. waste my Time...
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Posted at 12:53 PM

yoyo... my blog getting abit stagnant.. lol... here to see if mosquito had breed here anot.. haha..
argH Dam gt Nothing to write..zzz broke my head thinking of wat to write... -.-

well a muz watch show.. Forrest Gump lol.. great story.. sometimes being clever doesnt mean he Noes what life is.. and stupid doesnt always be stupid.. lol

and hope that kev will get mroe frens.. haha and nv be alone.. nv.. lol

What is True What is Fake..
Fake is Things tat u cant see but came up in ur thoughts..
True is What u see and What u Feel..

Nv Be Bound by Fakes..
Go for What is True..
haha

nothin more to write as i said im here to clear off stagnant water and kill mosquito to avoind getting dengue.. lol

shishun-
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Posted at 3:22 PM