Juz Had er.. I Dunno quarrel? wateva..

I submit to fate already... she was nv meant to be..

I will Nv be and nv was..

juz a " ask (this pig and dog) to go with u lor" she got angry..

yea Im being the bastard or Jerk here.. call mi jerk or bastard..

Im too tired for all this..

If u think u are angered by this

den think of my anger all this while..

the agony tat angers
the sadness that angers

For All I care.. Nothin Matters anymore...

Im Not the 1 that will go... "sorry" anymore..

Im not that 1 that will be afraid of pples feeling anymore..

Im not the 1 tat will try to make pple happy..

as Its Not much Appreciated Anyway..
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Posted at 11:41 PM

oh well.. its a late for sch post -.-

nothin to write oso juz a narrow minded opinion and proudness...

ytd showed him the 97 bandit acc and some super rares wahaha

he was juz like a useless char infront of it.. PWNED

"Mummy"

was wat he call some girl in game.. wat childish action and things he did.. i really wonder why theres some 1 who like him... and as they said.. he can have such pretty gf he shld be contented.. his face juz cannot make it... went running in game calling mummy here mummy there like some 10 years old boy... which juz raise my level of despise on him..

Actually I Dont Mind any person who will get angry at this post.. u cant do much when a person juz despise another low being his juz way too behind time in playing Mummy daddy and kor kor jie jie... wat a psychotic..
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Posted at 10:00 AM

if you had known " im still in a relationship" back then.. I think it would had been different now.. im juz a nothin so dun worry.. i will always be the nothin.. i wouldnt even try to be anything.. Juz A few more months.. My Eyes wont set on u anymore.. juz a few more months..
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Posted at 8:40 PM

Dearly ,

Everyday Looking at You Your Every Single Action and Eyes Tells Me There Wont Be Anything Happening Between us or Should I Say Me and You? Afterall You Might Had Someone That u Love Other Then Me and Him? That I wont Know.

You Way of Speech and Intentions Perplexes Me. It Makes Me Feel Something Yet I will Always See hints that even Deeply Confuses me. I Had Tried to Avoid to Try and talk Less or Avoid Eye Contact,but Everytime your name Passes My Ears It Juz Feels as Though The Blood Would Flow Backwards so That The Heart Would Skip a beat and Also The Pain.

I Thought to Myself, "Is it Alright to Do all this? Loving Someone with a Boyfriend?Giving All I Could to Someone Thats Juz a Taker?" I Dont Know Anymore. I Kinda Become Seriously Numbed by My Life and Events in ITE. Would I Ever Be Able to Perservere till The Day that you Would Come Back? I Wouldnt Know That. Even If I wait Would it Be Worth? I Dont Know... I Had not Known Anything, every difficulty and questions Slapped on My Face without Solutions at The End of it Makes Me Feel so Helpless so useless. Maybe I aint That Mature Enough For all This. Could There Be Any Thing That Could Kill My Emotions? The Temptation of Fruit of Death is so Strong. A Single Bite and Everything will End.

Yours Sincerely,
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Posted at 8:15 AM

Today Late for Sch Again.. den went to Find Them in Pizza Hut.. Joshua Helped me and xh to order a beef lasagne and it came out to be with out a set.. -.- and later changed to a set meal and they got mixed up and took out another 2 more beef lasagne again lol..

Back in Sch we did our project.. me and joshua was like crazy.. doin alot of stunts and singing out like some mad guy.. so funny..

after that on the way home.. while on the way saw a group of NSmen.. and started thinking of the life in NS.. like who would i think of at nite in the bunk and who would i miss when i am having the hardest time in there.. My thoughts juz wandered itself... and began to miss that some1..

Todays a special update bah.. cuz i will be goin out soon with my frens till midnite so wun be updating late at night..
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Posted at 6:19 PM

Let Nature Takes its Path...

I Had Been Thinking this past Few Days.. Let nature takes its path?? its like.. wat? When A loves B and B says let nature takes its path.. so how does this works? so B is gonna approach A and say.. "hey, The Natures Here.. I like you so Lets get together" isit? its like no different from what happened 1year ago bah.. Maybe u juz like him bah..

So Juz Let Nature Grow Its Big Old Tree and The Path would be taken up..
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Posted at 5:57 PM

today at sch.. i didnt expect my fren to do the project for mi... this shows wat frens are for.. was there thinking" crap.. have to do the dam project" juz wan to say.. ite is the best sch i ever been to.. even if the chapter there isnt a good 1...

Well Shes as Always the cheerful 1.. so i juz cant be the 1 sulking.. yes... I juz dun feel like making any contact with her.. since she will juz be afraid of some so call things.. who cares.. she wun die without me so cant be bothered.. she will juz be in paradise anyway..

yes hate me.. Keep all the things to myself? sure I will juz bottle everything dam thing up and be like a clown.. even if I Dun Attempt suicide I would be dying of Depression.. Ya.. as Usual im the 1 Bearing everything.. its my fault alrite? Its my fault for liking u... yeah it brought damages to ur Wonderful Life.. nv seen my get angry? so now u will.. Acting like nothin has happen is not being myself.. so maybe this jigsaw juz cant be match properly.. always im the 1 thats trimming all the Edges to Fit in.. yeah this is the real thing i feel now.. not toking abt now only but oso the past... yeah this is an Emotional Outburst.. Thats What happen when u bottle all the craps inside.. Juz Say it and From Now On u wun even hear a single alert with my name on it.. so that u can continue with ur "irresponsible life" and go "SP"
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Posted at 12:01 AM