Everyday pple are working towards being rich or Looking for Happiness.. but rite now.. i cant help but keep pondering.. pondering whether what am i thinking now..what shld I do now.. and whether what I am .................. is appropriate... and I cant Help thinking of wanting ..................... now.. but is this for real or not.. I dunno.. cuz i dun think i can trust my mind any more.. its like playing hide and seek with me... also even if i wan, i dun think ............... will too..theres juz too much question mark for me.. well since holiday is coming maybe this break can let mi ponder more thoroughly...although i still dun 1 to go bonker pondering like hell.. its juz this veri mind of mine.. haiz... i can juz contiinue sighing now cuz i cant do anything too.. its juz so sad abt it bah... haiz.. i have nothin more to say bah... things like this i will oni write here.. nv speak to anyone of this.. cuz pple will call mi stupid... but mostly they will have nothin to comment abt... but those closer fren will probably......... bah... haiz...
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Posted at 12:22 AM