Haiz.. another boring day today i guess.. well as usual everything is as calm as usual except well certain thing... hope tat work can drown me off.. what can i say.. haha.. everything is as usual.. everything moves on.. except me.. lol.. I dunno to be joyful or to be as agonised as possible.. I did what I shld likewise I did what i wanted to.. but.. things dun appear so.. yes.. maybe Im kinda persistent.. or selfish.. well it always like this... haha.. Well Actually I didnt regret doin what i did ytd.. but i was happy tat i would be able to say it out though.. cuz It would be torturing too to keep it all in me.. well I wasnt angry or well unhappy abt those thing u said.. but by doin this it hurt me too.. haha oh well maybe I am a nuisance bah.. How I hope u were the 1.. even if I had lost hope.. but it juz not what heaven wants it to be.. thats y it all Came to Such situation.. Tears Fall but Its really not to make u feel disturb by what u said.. cuz i noe u wouldnt want to hurt me anymore.. dont worry.. i will be back to normal.. juz a sudden outbreak of emotions... i will noe how to divert my attention away from my feelings.. i do it veri well tat how i had been passing everyday.. so go ahead with what u wanna do.. its juz tat we have fate but aint destined.. you yuan wu fen.. i hope u wont be tat disturbed by what i did and said ytd.. cuz i dunno what to do but made u vex again.. tat y Im such a Low Down person.. which I had Describe in the previous few post.. also.. Im juz not the 1 for u... tat is wat i believed.. everything seems so fictitious that I dunno what is Real from Fake.. afterall the feeling was so strong.. yet Heaven is Making a fool out of me.. haha.. crappy aint it? Im not such a weak person that dunno how to take care of myself.. even when it seems so.. lol

this is the realistic world..
not in some soapy drama...
where the guy stand in the rain...
asking for the girl not to break with him..
.den everything ends well in the end....
fairytale ending...
never!!!

I Noe This But Its still easier said den done..
そら

Posted at 2:50 PM