Its 2006.. and Im Posting 1 day later... Well Nowadays oso Lazy to Post lah... but juz cant keep to myself anymore lor... The Way She Treat Mi when Smsing its Like.. She Dun Give a Dam Whether i sms or Not.. I dunno Maybe Im juz Paranoid.. But When I am With Her I can Feel That she is Mine.. and I can Be so Happy with her.. But Recently I Started to Feel that this relationship is getting colder.. I dunno but she Doesnt Really Sms me with her Own Initiative anymore.. and I Dun Get Those Phone Calls As much as Before.. well Maybe I Think too much.. but Shes My Gf Of course I would Feel This way.. I really Hope She will Maybe see This or Maybe Noe My Feeling lor.. and Recently She Felt That I Take Her as My Ex.. and She Juz my Sub for my Ex.. Which is Not True.. But The Matter came to an End without any conclusion.. im juz so Lost.. I duno what shld i Do.. sometime I wish that It will Nv be What Expected lor.. Maybe This is My Wish for This Year Bah.. Maybe She will Noe Maybe she wont.. I also Dunno What I shld do If She were to Leave.. Maybe I will Really go Ahead with suicide lor.. haiz

I Also Feel Like Im a Changed Person..
I Feel Jealous Easily
I Think More Den Ever
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Posted at 3:55 PM