No Phone Calls No Nothin.. She Thinks That We NV tok on phone or on any other form of communication we can survive.. but that is Wrong.. I Have already Been Hurt Before.. Think Action Have to Come infront of my "Logical" Thinking..
Yes Some of The Few of My Brothers and Daniel's GF noe.. It May Happen.. It May not.. But The Percentage of it not happening is goin as low as each day pass... I Myself Believe That Her Feelings is Fading.. so Melissa stop confirming everything that she will call mi and she really love me..
Yes Im impatient.. Who Cares? If By Not Being Paranoid and thinking.. I will Be Opening Myself to Be Hurt again.. only she herself noe the truth.. Who in The World will Nv Contact with their GF/BF even how Lack of Time.. Even Melissa Calls Daniel Every Night and Sms every Second.. I Hate to Say This.. But She Juz Dun Care About My Feeling..
Not to Get Hurt Not to smoke not to Cry all That.. Indeed The Crying Part I Cant do it.. Its Juz like Being Sad and Have to Force a smile out.. I Think Love is Abt Compromising not Changing... I Think I had Compromised Enuff already.. I Had Done My Part as a BF...
Think of My Feeling.. ur GF Says She Really Love u... Yet She Nv Made Effort to Communicate... Making Me The BF always Waiting at Home for The Phone Call or SMSes.. Everytime She says She will Call Back It will Nv always Happen.. That Time Wait until 12am oso no call back.. Yes Friends Are Important.. u Said u had no time.. Yet u can sleep at home.. yet u can find means of smsing juz to sms frens and not me.. Tats a Saturday.. and Ytd I tot She Might Call after her church Thingy.. Yet theres nothing.. At Night at Frenz House Celebrating.. I Waited for her call again.. cuz Melissa Say She will Call.. I Ate at 8+ no call.. I Drank until 3+am theres also no call.. My Brother tat sent Me Home was so Scare i would Juz Faint cuz I am Feverish and cold liao.. Yet I was Thinking of Her.. why isit Like tat.. Why I Always Let Myself Be Sorrowful.. I Cried on My Bed after Lying Down and Now That I Woke Indeed I Had Fever.. nt that High.. I Juz hate Fever.. and Now The Beer is still kicking into me..
but Everything i wrote here are not some babbles cuz i am Drunk.. The Things Here is What I wanted to say For Sometime already..
The Love That I want
is Always Sorrows That Comes
Yet God is Merciful
But Like To Play Jokes on Love.
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