Haha.. Well as Said on the Topic.. Weird isnt it? haha.. well i suppose no 1 will be viewing this blog le.. haha.. I had told myself that i wun have any girlfriend for a very long time no matter how i feel to have some 1 beside me to care abt me and of course to care for them.. but feelings are still so hard to control.. haha besides i think she still have some 1 in mind bah.. and oso she will juz be with tat guy.. cuz after awhile she will go back to him after he persuade for some period of time.. Anyway.. I also Dont think she would had any feelings for me bah... afterall she who left me.. went for some 1 she loved more.. but Im stilll really happy that i can still be that close with her.. but.. maybe after graduate from ITE there might be a veri big gap btween her and me.. hmm.. thought abt it alot.. being with the 1 I love is Still a Bliss.. but.. i oso wonder whether i will still make her angry and dun understand her like wat that guy is doin now.. Lets Make this as a Confession Post.. haha if she saw this and had a negative ans.. well i dunno.. lets juz take step at a time.. haha.. but then again.. i had been inactive for so long.. so she might not had the tendency or habit of viewing this blog anymore.. haha
Well.. back to life.. er.. hmm.. sch started today.. but i slept at 3am.. woke up so wearily.. haha went to sch similar to the routine i had for the past 1 year.. Of course Reach tere le will not have anything to do.. well juz hope i get gd grade.. A lazy person like me getting such grades is already veri unexpectable..
Actually in Life.. oh well.. Life is Short.. Juz like my Uncle.. passed away at 48yrs old.. Leaving behind a wife and 2 kids tats below 10 yrs of age.. kinda sad..cuz i cant Help Financially and physically.. Felt so Useless When My aunt cried.. Shes always good to me.. bought what i want when ima kid even when its kinda expensive.. and i cant do abit to help them.. Anyway juz hope She would eat more and stay healthy if not the kids would suffer.. also hope the kids didnt inherit such weird genes from his dad..
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