Today Sleep like a pig.. so tired.. slept later bcuz of some thing lingering in my mind.. been trying to figure out something that i dunno.. in the end i didnt dare to sleep in bus.. cuz I once overslept and went to yck interchange.. haha.. what incorrigible guy I am lol.. den Today in sch so bored.. partly is her bah.. haha well anything bah.. its not like Im her whoever lol.. den got mad at a stupid teacher.. He toks abt how to get gd result and give u all the veri veri detailed statistic of how each part of sch work and all that take how many % of ur marks.. but is That really impt that he nid to spend the whole day yakking abt that? and i scold him.. yet.. it didnt work.. he still continue on till end of lesson..
Haiz. See her so close to him.. Maybe They will juz be back together le bah.. It juz seems so impossible.. Everything she do she will not think of how i feel.. everything is abt that guy.. Seeing My SMS will make him upset so she oni reply when his not watching... As if Shes juz Having an Affair with me.. I will Always be Behind the scene nv on Stage.. The veri Insignificant living things ever alive.. When we were together is like that.. scare he upset cuz she and I were a pair.. being frens oso the same.. Im Juz There to be Kept as Secret.. yeah.. the secret escapade.. but i dun regret having feelings for her again.. cuz shes juz like a First Love to me.. haha cuz i haven been serious b4 with all my ex ahead of her..
Its Funny Thinking of The way I Told her all those things above this paragraph.. kinda childish i guess.. i wonder where her hearts goes to.. but bcuz of my paper-like thickness skin i didnt ask anything abt it.. but juz ranting away her hoping she would see it.. haha..
Thinking back now..Theres alot of time She Made me feel that she likes me.. like dunno some weird Chain SMS which i hate alot and end up not reading the msg and missed something she wanted to tell me at 4am of that day.. I juz slept pass like a pig.. Fate is Playing .. also When we had this conversation.. That what she said "i love my ex.. the 1 that i let go to go to another guy" which i dun think its any 1 b4 of me.. haha
Wishful Thinking.. Till now I still wonder What is She Gonna tell Me at that point of Time.. Too bad i will nv noe now.. this shows that any msg from some 1 u feel is special.. nv ignore it.. and muz read and read and read and check till u are really sure that theres no more message following after it..
K la.. i stop here le.. juz killing time ranting how I feel while waiting for MU server to be up.. If Only This Blog is a Real Best Fren which can listen to me though..
also.. to My God Sis Jennifer.. Dun too Sang xin.. I noe u took him as a Marriage de Partner le.. If the both of You Broke up becuz of that reason.. den I Think He shld think more mature abit bah..anyway nv agree ok? if u have no 1 to cry to u can find me lor wan smoke oso can..
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