you can be who u are and i can be what i am now..
If i ever die definitely its my own single fault..
so for now.. i will juz pretend that i have no emotions bah..
dun worry u wont get to see my crying face..
cuz i feel more fatigues now den being overly emotional..
afterall human cant beat fatigues..
the way u try to care makes me feel anguish..
annoyed
unneccessary..
things had already come till this.. i guess lets juz continue till this school terms end..
and we wont have to be blocking each others already..
that wat i had though of to ease this wound..
Wounds of life..
death.. its juz something that everday pple will face.. millions dies in a day in this earth..
how i wish i could bear my frens leukaemia so that he would get well and i would die from it..
i will nv noe cuz i might juz disappear in an instant..
a funeral for me will be placed..
and forgotten for life.. this guy shishun will cease to exist any more.. no 1 will remember..
living is so much more fearful den death
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