i found this..
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
somehow, everything comes flooding back into my mind again.
many stuffs that i've never been bothered by before are irritating me right now.
i don't wanna think so much and look so much into it.
i don't wanna know any thing at all.
saturday is reaching, guess i'll be rotting at home.
he doesn't care at all.
all he cares about is his stupid mahjong, stupid friends, stupid EX, stupid billard, stupid pool, stupid handphone and stupid what so ever.
1 month is really of no significant?
i really wonder..
guess i'll have to find out all the answers myself one day and wallow in self-sympathise.
whatever.
i'm tired.
going off to bed already.
i miss him, badly.
-bummed [ 1:06 AM ]
Sunday, March 05, 2006
perharps i rushed my feelings a little.
i mean, in the sense that, i immediately put in so much feelings, that lead me into having insecurity.
i shouldn't rush at all.
in the first place this relationship is too fast-going.
i should slow down the pace and everything
i've got a feeling that this relationship is coming to an end too.
guess i won't be putting in much this time round.
went to sentosa with baby and his friends yesterday,
had lots of fun sand throwing and stuffs.
a little dumb i know.
hah.
-bummed [ 10:28 AM ]
to say the exact truth..
this is wad i felt..
do you still remember the feeling of this post u had made?
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